Wy me- I used to say that as I was fighting through life!!! Welcome, I’m Eloise, I’m honoured that you have arrived here.
I shifted my story from questioning whether I wanted to be here; to feeling so hopeful and excited for living, divinely flowing and trusting in life, leading me to my greatest life. To be able to experience that life can feel light and fun feels like a miracle in itself. I realised what I’d been fighting through just to be relatively ok. What a relief. A time so disconnected from my body from the traumas I’d faced and now my body-led discoveries are what I wish to share.
The energy of Bali was a place where I discovered the mind-body connection, which initiated the undoing of chronic pain from an accident where I fractured my spine, pelvis and leg. This awakening cracked open my emotional pain too so I had no choice but to face and feel it all. Each check-point of life experiences, training and receiving healings has led me to the next, to breakthrough and find more peace, power and positivity.
What had happened in this lifetime was a glimpse of what had happened in past lifetimes.
I’d spent my life judging myself, constantly playing small, being drawn to toxic relationships and using alcohol and drugs to escape feeling. I have grieved for myself, for what I put up with.
I am also honouring my brothers life in all that I do, the path I walk is very guided by his presence on the other side. He committed suicide and the grief fuels my passion to help others. I see what I see imagining he also sees it too. I have also been drawn to plant medicines and the timings of when these experiences have taken place have coincidently had connection to him. It feels so comforting that it’s not actually the end. I hope if you too have grief that this softens your heart too.
The clearings, the releasing of burdens, ancestral stories for my healing processes, I believe, is what enabled and activated an intense kundalini awakening (read the story at the bottom of the page for more on this), life has been very different since then. I am fully convinced that my life is being guided. I returned to Bali 7 years later on and I am grateful for the guidance that my body gives me, for plant medicines for showing me the perfection of life and for the courage that I have to integrate the learnings and live my soul led life as I’m creating it. I know everything is working for me and always has done. There is something in a 7 year cycle, a renewal, rebirth a starting again. A life pattern. Where were you 7 years ago?
By seeing life in the way I see it, it naturally trains the mind to zoom out of the story that is currently playing out, to be able to be with the sensations of the body and apply the trust of enquiring into whats being asked of you to break out of ancestral, soul burdens and more.
I’ve got a lot of qualifications listed below but its truly about the path I’ve embodied, my personal experiences I’ve overcome and of course the connection between us. Simply I channel cosmic healing energy.
- Nutrition and Human Health BSc (hons)
- Yoga Teacher Training (200 hour)
- Embodied Mindfulness Yoga Teacher Training (100 hour)
- Womens Circle Teacher Training
- Yin Yoga Teacher Training (30 hour)
- Shamanic Practitioner Training North and South Directions
- Chi Nei Tsang Practitioner
- Integrated Somatic Parts Practitioner
- Childrens Yoga Teacher Training
- Mastering Life Coaching Skills Level 2
- Listening and Counselling Skills Level 1
- National Diploma in Sport and Exercise Science, including Sports Massage
- Youth Mental Health First Aid for Schools and Colleges
A Cosmic Healing; Kundalini Awakening
A kundalini awakening wasn’t something that I was training for or anticipating, it just happened. Last November I had the deepest most profound experience that has changed my life forever. Since then my mind has been trying to make sense of it and all the change I feel impacting my world. What was once familiar really isn’t anymore but its better than I could ever imagine.
I feel like all the healing, the cleansing, the releasing of my heavy burdens that I’d worked on enabled this huge awakening to happen to my body. Literally like on that cartoon when you shed and break free to become a different version of you, a metamorphosis.
Our kundalini energy is an energy that lays dormant at the base of our spine. It feels now like I live in a dream world and see and experience magical moments beyond what words can describe. However, at the time of this awakening I was terrified, my body fully took over and all I could do was watch as my arms and my legs were flinging themselves from side to side, my head rolling around like something from the exorcist, I was being lead into different positions which gave me visions of past lives as a witch drowning, Jesus at the stake, a handcuffed monk. I thought I was going to die and the fear definitely got the better of me for the first part. I had to delve so deep to find some acceptance that I might actually die and as soon as I surrendered to it all, the words “cosmic healing” came to me and then a magical wave of absolute bliss took over, it felt like I was receiving a cosmic surgery, a divine healing from another source whilst something was was being activated in my body.
Since this experience and the relief that I didnt die…. it’s like I’ve been feeling my way through life as a brand new person, discovering what is now real, what excites me, what my newly aligned path is revealing, testing my intuition and limits that I’ve unpacked and who, what and where doesn’t match my frequency anymore.
I feel such a strong force of trust that’s guiding me and have fine tuned the solid yes from my body when I’m meant to make something happen. Yet along with this my mind searches for familiarity and some kind of comfort.
This has given me access to such depths of feeling that I have no choice but to get my mind out of the way of. Not having anything to compare what I’m experiencing too, the mind would only get in the way, so I feel and am lead by signs and guidance from a something else.
The freeing up of my body means that I can clearly witness the unravelling of stories and energy from my body, my body moves as it needs to. I get out of the way. I see the impact of this on my work too, the depth of where people can get to is like a catalyst for healing.
It is my wish to bring more awareness to the power of our bodies and have everyone access spiritual insights.
This is what sparks my soul. Channeling cosmic healing energy.