Welcome my friend, I’m Eloise, I was named like this and I like it.
It all began for me by learning that I could choose to shift the story from questioning whether I want to be here to feeling so hopeful and excited for living. To be able to experience that life can feel light and fun again made me realise what I’d been fighting through just to survive. What a relief. A time so disconnected from my body from the traumas I’d faced and now my body-led discoveries are what I wish to share.
Bali was a place that taught me the mind-body connection, which initiated the undoing of chronic pain from an accident where I fractured my spine, pelvis and leg. This awakening cracked open my emotional pain too so I had no choice but to face and feel it all. Each check-point of life experiences, training and receiving healings has led me to the next, to breakthrough and find more peace, power and positivity.
Within my search for hope I found other people like me who wanted deep, thought-provoking conversations and more fulfilling connections. It all started making sense why I didn’t feel like I belonged anywhere.
I had forever craved this without even knowing it existed. I’d spent my life judging myself, constantly playing small, being drawn to toxic relationships and using alcohol and drugs to escape feeling.
I am also honouring my brothers life in all that I do, he was faced with some challenging circumstances which was prodding into childhood wounds and it all became too overwhelming for him. He committed suicide and now the grief fuels my passion to help others. I see what I see imagining he also sees it too. His presence feels very close to me and I have also been drawn to plant medicines which accelerated my healing, took me to places deeper than I ever knew existed and I met with his spirit.
The clearings of my healing activated an intense kundalini awakening (read the story at the bottom of the page for more on this), life upped its trajectory somewhat and I am fully convinced that my life is being guided. I now play between making decisions and allowing life to present opportunities in the space and time I have provided for myself. The unknown. This journey has aligned me with a trust that penetrates so deeply that I know everything is working for me and always has done.
I believe in the power of presence and stillness to evoke the activation of self-healing and then cultivating the connection to the somatic awareness of this as a way of trusting life and yourself. To make peace.
I’ve got a lot of qualifications listed below and plenty of life experiences but really it’s about the connection between us, if you feel drawn to my energy then contact me to see what emerges ✨
- Nutrition and Human Health BSc (hons)
- Yoga Teacher Training (200 hour)
- Embodied Mindfulness Yoga Teacher Training (100 hour)
- Womens Circle Teacher Training
- Yin Yoga Teacher Training (30 hour)
- Shamanic Practitioner Training North and South Directions
- Chi Nei Tsang Practitioner
- Reiki Level 2 Practitioner
- Integrated Somatic Parts Practitioner
- Childrens Yoga Teacher Training
- Mastering Life Coaching Skills Level 2
- Listening and Counselling Skills Level 1
- National Diploma in Sport and Exercise Science, including Sports Massage
- Youth Mental Health First Aid for Schools and Colleges
A Cosmic Healing; Kundalini Awakening
A kundalini awakening wasn’t something that I was training for or anticipating, it just happened. Last November I had the deepest most profound experience that has changed my life forever. Since then my mind has been trying to make sense of it and all the change I feel impacting my world. What was once familiar really isn’t anymore but its better than I could ever imagine.
I feel like all the healing, the cleansing, the releasing of my heavy burdens that I’d worked on enabled this huge awakening to happen to my body. Literally like on that cartoon when you shed and break free to become a different version of you, a metamorphosis.
Our kundalini energy is an energy that lays dormant at the base of our spine. It feels now like I live in a dream world and see and experience magical moments beyond what words can describe. However, at the time of this awakening I was terrified, my body fully took over and all I could do was watch as my arms and my legs were flinging themselves from side to side, my head rolling around like something from the exorcist, I was being lead into different positions which gave me visions of past lives as a witch drowning, Jesus at the stake, a handcuffed monk. I thought I was going to die and the fear definitely got the better of me for the first part. I had to delve so deep to find some acceptance that I might actually die and as soon as I surrendered to it all, the words “cosmic healing” came to me and then a magical wave of absolute bliss took over, it felt like I was receiving a cosmic surgery, a divine healing from another source whilst something was was being activated in my body.
Since this experience and the relief that I didnt die…. it’s like I’ve been feeling my way through life as a brand new person, discovering what is now real, what excites me, what my newly aligned path is revealing, testing my intuition and limits that I’ve unpacked and who, what and where doesn’t match my frequency anymore.
I feel such a strong force of trust that’s guiding me and have fine tuned the solid yes from my body when I’m meant to make something happen. Yet along with this my mind searches for familiarity and some kind of comfort.
This has given me access to such depths of feeling that I have no choice but to get my mind out of the way of. Not having anything to compare what I’m experiencing too, the mind would only get in the way, so I feel and am lead by signs and guidance from a something else.
The freeing up of my body means that I can clearly witness the unravelling of stories and energy from my body, my body moves as it needs to. I get out of the way. I see the impact of this on my work too, the depth of where people can get to is like a catalyst for healing.
It is my wish to bring more awareness to the power of our bodies and have everyone access spiritual power
This is what sparks my soul.